Amanda

... :( ...

2011-02-21T00:44:00.000-08:00

i'am really feelin very sad :(.

what should i do?

why people wan to bully me?

i really dun understand le.

i'am really nt in a mood to play and yet people treat me like a fool:(

Fuck my life.

and i had a fuck up life.

with all those fuck up friends in class i feel so leave out.

all guys do guys stuff but cant they think for me and i'am a girl.

i'am not a boy.

why do they even wan to ask me to do things like them?

FUCK up.

i think for people but people never think for me.

or

even care about my feelin.

Aron my friend since we were in the 1 year of ITE ok he is nice.

and i did try to treat him nice.

now like shit.

treat me the same way like how other guys think of me.

even since we all are close.

haiz.

fuck.

my

life.

i hate my life.

people only bully me.

even god also bully me:(

i dun understand.

why.

i really feel down and sad :(

Haiz.

what should i do :(

haiz really got fuck up with everthing...

...i'am tired...

2010-11-22T18:52:00.000-08:00

I'am so tired to be wit u nw....u Stil dun understand wat I WAN n my feelin...u always scold me sayin tat song fa ppl say I like a fool to post those thing in my fb....bt did u ever think for me....I gt no WAN to talk wit for my feelin I Jus WAN u to kw Hw much I feel....I really feel sad tat u dun care me...I'am ur gf.....nt a toy I can act like a fool hoping tag u could understand my feelin n care for me....nt by scolding me ....n hurt me more by tellin me tat our anniversary is nt zhong yao at all too u....it hurt my feelin when I hurt my feelin....can u dun WAN me to post....I can promise u....bt can u even promis me tat u wil care for me more den even when I ever even tel u anything?????....u can dun care about my family bt can u at lis care for Me n my feelin me????

...NoOdLe BaR...

2010-05-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

Noodle Bar @ Bugis Streest (Leave 2)

We are selling Cold Noodle & Hot Noodles too...

As for our Cold Noodle we have two type of Noodle Flavours like Orignal Noodle & Green Tea Noodle

...Hui Hui hopw u will be fine too...

2010-05-15T12:18:00.000-07:00

Gal You better come back to sch you kw you getting veery bad gal lor keep on not coming to sch how could you pass your exam?

Do you i'am so worry for you ma?

Never come sch skip lesson also. You tell me how am i going to help you?

IS you need to study for your life de.

Not me.

I have my to do too.

Why do i need to worry for you?

I cant even help myself in study too le.
You told teacher that you wan to go poly ut how are you going to poly likr this by keep on never come to sch?

How am i going to help you keep lie to teacher that you are not feelin wel you wil late or not feeling wel.

Just let her go den.

You wil find a better gal den her.

She just palying with your feelin only dun make yourslfe fall to her.

I wan you to work heard on your study not like GULE lor.

See now you very happy is iz ?

Going to RTC.

Haiz i dun kw how to say u le.

...Hope eventhing will be fine for him in there abit worry for my friend in jall:(...

2010-05-15T12:08:00.000-07:00

Kah Wah Hope you will be ok and cuold come out soon..

You have to stay strong ok :)....

Kah Wah jia you :)

We Guys will miss you so much meet you in CCK really soon ok :)

...长大一点可以吗...

2010-05-15T12:06:00.000-07:00

...I Miss You...

2010-05-14T11:31:00.000-07:00

To my love friend. Could we be like the same our old days coz i really miss it alot.

Miss the happy time together with you like wat we use to do alot of fun stuff talking on the phone like wat we use to talk.

I really miss it alot which i have lost you.

I so miss you my friend you.

I miss the old you.

I hope only i could be the one who had change but not you.

But is to late le, you had change and leave me alone le.

Change to a person which i dun even kw like we had never meeet up like before like this.

DO YOU MISS ME MY FRINED?

DO YOU ????

ii ALWAYS MISS MY DEAR FRIEND YOU AND I MISS YOU ALOT.

i MISS TALKING TO YOU ON THE PHONE.

...I feel so hurt...LIFE SUX...

2010-04-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

I'am so so hate my life:(.
I'am sick of everything.
Having this kind of life.
Having a boyfriend who don't understands me at all.
He only know how to scold me don't care my feeling at all.
He always say i like to lang fei his money.
Did he everthing for me that how much this i had do for him.
Because of him i take my mother money without asking her when he need to.i take the money to let him use.
Beacuse of him i try all my best to give him what i could give him.
I give him all my love, my care,my money and many more.
BUT WHAT DID I GET BACK FOM HIM?
I feel so sad:(.
This few days i keep crying.
I got no friends to talk to.
I dun ever dare to let my mother know what happen to the both of us when she keep saw me crying every night alone in my room.
I keep crying the whole day and night.
I been keep trying to talk to him about my feelings.
But he dun even cares.
He saw me cry he dun even feel sorry at all.
He think this that this he what he should he to treat his own girlfriend.
Just beacuse of the way he wants to ues money for me.
And scold me saying that i always like to use his money.
PLS Not i dun have money is everytime i say i wan to pay for myself den he say he what to pay for me de.
What the fuck now he wan?
SAVE MONEY?
WHAT THE FUCK.
You say you wan to save money.
Den i no need is iz?
I not ren ma?
I DUN NEED MONEY IS IZ?
You always say i like to use your money.
NO OK IS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ALWAYS MAKE ME AND FROCE ME TO USE DE OK.
I hate it.
Where the hell got a boyfriend who treat his Girlfriend like this.
Whos boyfriemd will treat their own girlfriend like this?
I do so much for him.
And yet this is what i get back fom him.
I HATE MY LIFE I HATE HIM.

It really maek me cry.
All the time:(.
I'am feeling so upset with him.
I'am feeling so tried with him.
I do so much for him and this all i get back from him.
I'am really tried with everyting le.

Can i leave this place?
I'am tried.

To MY Dear God,

(Dear God pls take me alway.
I'am feeling tried.
I wan to go to a place which i dun need to face all this SHIT for me.
I wan to enjoy i wan to be freedom and out of this place.
Can you take me alway fom this family and boyfriend and take me to you?
I'am feeling so tried to be here.)

And what a lie to me was that FOM NOW ON i'am not going to believe in anyone or anything anymore.

like what my friends had send me this morning.

( Sister are like your own twins, they understand and love you more than a boyfriend. Sister wipe your tears after a heart break,boys just leave you alone once they get sick of you. Sister hold your hands and never even think about letting go,boys justlet go wheb they feel like it.
Sister take mintes to reply your calls/msgs,boys take forever.Sister don't comment on your looks, boys do.)

All this to me are just like shit.

Beacuse it does not mean to me anything at all.
If what she say is real.
I dun need to cry to myself trying to look for a person who can really hear and understand and help me.
I Cant even feel that my friends was there for me when i need them.
I Try to call some of the friends who really know about me to listen to my feelings,
But they dun even pick up my call or reply any of my sms.
And Yet This Massage to me it is really dun mean anything to me at all.
I dun believe in friends, family, boyfriend or even god le.

(God if you really love me pls let me leave this place i do not wan to be here anymore again.)

...I feel so nothing in me...

2009-12-03T02:04:00.000-08:00

I feel so nothing inside my life :(

...Bad feeling in my mind it make me feel sacre...

2009-09-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

...Bad feeling in my mind it make me feel sacre...

Few days ago i crid very badly

I do not know why?

Bad feeling make me fear n cry

Scare till i dun dare to close my eyes to sleep.

I was so fear till i cry out i cant take it but to look for my mother i tell her that i have something which i feel so huo hui in my whole life now.

I told her that i feel sad i wan to get back with wei liang

i wan to be his sister again.

I dun wan to have the yi han in me

...申し訳ありません. 私の麦芽糖は私はあなたを傷つけました...

2009-07-31T03:15:00.000-07:00

私はと元来すべてあなたがこのように思うことができ(ありえ)ることをわかりません.

もし私はあなたを傷つけるならば.

私はあなたが私と言うことができ(ありえ)ることを望みます.

毎回心に留め置かないでください.

私に私がどんなあなたを傷つける事をすると思わせています.

私が揚挺とあなたのようで回が申し訳ないと言います.

もし彼は私があなたを傷つけるかもしれないなかったらためです.

あなたの害したの様子を.

あなたは知っています.

私の過ぎたのはそんなに良くありません.

時には私は苦しく傷つけます.

悔やみます.

苦しい目にあいます.

同じくわかる人がない.

私は何は私は毎日の楽しさと笑うことを要しますか？

私は明らかに苦しいです.

しかしわかることに人がいません.

あなたはすべて言いました.

私達の心〓は同じでしたか？

あれはあなたは私の痛みを知っていますか？

私はあなたを傷つけられてわかることができ(ありえ)ますか？

あなたは私の痛みを理解することができ(ありえ)ますか？

あなたはわかりません.

私はこのようにします.

毎回人を譲ることができるだけ.

それでは私を譲る誰のほこりがありますか？

わかった人がない.

あなたもも元来理解しないこととです.

私の静かな影まったくすべての人だけあります.

私の笑顔に笑ってと私の毎日の日を過ぎることに来させます.

私もあなたのように静かに何も言いないことができます.

しかし私は作りますと.

私が私の身の回り人が要らないで1枚言うことを私のもろくて弱いあれ見ていました.

私は笑って私の笑顔で私の日を過ごします.

あれがすきで私は重く今日から私があなたと言っていないのが担当してでした.

一日ごとに私の静かなことのこれらの苦痛のを譲ります過ごします.

...I feel so hurt now by all those spamer...

2009-05-27T18:53:00.000-07:00

I hate you guys who say me this.

What did i do sia.

My boyfriend never do or say anytthing about what ok.

And why you all need to be so KPO about me and my Boyfriend.

Me and him are very happy now and not like what the fuck you all had say ok.

You all are too sick liao lor say me till like this.

A i think you got no wanna to fuck you right.

You are just jealous i got Boyfreind right.

And i never show off every where saying that my Boyfriend was in TP ok.

IF you are jealous you also can go find a buy at TP and ask him to fuck you up till you happy lah.

I'am not that kind of girl like what you all had said.

I'am bless you all are not.

I got a nice Boyfriend which treat me nice and good.

Are you jealous.

Ya i think so you are if not why you like CAI BAO MEI SHI ZUO LIKE THIS COME AND TALK THIS ABOUT ME.

YOU ARE JUST LIKE A BUTCH LOR.

YOU KNOW HOW TO SAY PEOPLE UGLY DO YOU THINK ARE U SO MEI LIKE THIS.

MEI DAO YOU GOT ALOT OF GUYS WITH YOU AND WANNA TO FUCK YOU?

YA I THINK SO LAH I THINK ALL THE GUYS JUST WANNA TO FUCK YOU ONLY.

IF YOU DARE PUT YOUR NAME LAH.

NO NEED TO PUT AS MY EX PR SCH DE.

I DUN CARE YOU ARE IN MY EX PR SCH OR WHAT SICK OFF OF MY BLOG LAH.

I DUN WELCOME YOU IN MY BLOG LOR.

WO ZHEN DE HAI YUE LAI YUE KAN BU QI NI MEN XHE XIE REN LOR.

STUDY DUN WANNA STUDY COME SPAM MY BLOG.

PLS LAH VERY SIAN SIA YOU ALL.

NOW IS ER SHI YI SHI JI LIAO LAH STILL COME SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG.

I THINK YOU REALLY VERY FREE LAH.

ER WHY NOT GO DO SOME GOOD AND NICE THINGS FOR OTHER PEOPLE OR FOR YOURSELF SICK LAH.

YOU ALL REALLY VERY LAME TO DO THIS LOR.

IF YOU WANNA SPAM DUN SPAM ME LAH.

HATE ME SO WHAT NO NEED SAY ME TILL LIKE THIS DE.

YOU THINK YOU LOOK MORE BETTER THAT ME OR WHAT.

I TELL YOU LOR.

YOU SCARE TO SHOW YOUR NAME IS IZ.

BECAUSE YOU NAME VERY BLACE LIS LIAO RIGHT THAT IS WHTY YOU DUN DARE TO PUT UR NAME?

OR YOUR NAME NOT NICE LIKE MY THAT WHY YOU DUN DARE TO PUT.

NAXT TIME WANNA TXT ME RIGHT PUT PUT UR BLOG AND NAME LAH.

IF YOU DUN DARE TO PUT MEANS YOUR NAME NOT NICE AND YOUR BLOG ALSO.

If you all wanna spam or what spam in this Cbox ok.

But by the way you all are very LAME.

...I got no chioce but to do this...

2009-04-24T23:25:00.000-07:00

...I got no chioce but to do this...

For some one who anyhow judge me and my looks de ren.

in my class that bitch.

Take note me not talking about other people but this is only for her.

Hey girl you are so DAM childish lor.

What for you keep saying me.

You are too over JEALOUS of my everything is iz?

You are JEALOUS that i got real friend who i can believe, Got a Boyfriend in TP, GOT LOVE BY A GUY, Got a nice and BIG BREAST AND FAMILY IS IZ?.

Why are you so DAM CHILDISH and yet you say i am CHILDISH that you.

OMG pls la.

Take a look at yourself first la.

You think what you are the most best and nice girl is iz?

You think you very CHIO la.

You think you got many friend around you la.

Pls la EVERYBODY HATE YOU ALSO OK.

YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG IS IZ?

YOU THINK YOU ARE VERY CTUE IS IZ?

PLAY AROUND WITH ALL THOSE BOYS THINKING THAT YOU ARE THE ONE ARE REALLY THEIR BEST FRIENDS LA.

PLS THINK ABOUT IT LA.

HOW OLD ARE YOU LE STILL LIKE THIS.

IF YOU WANNA TO TALK ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE ME JUST STAND INFRON OF ME AND SAY ME LA.

YOU THINK WHAT I DON'T KNOW THAT YOU STILL TALK ABOUT MY THINS IN YOUR BLOG OK.

YOU THINK WHAT VERY CUTE IS IZ TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE IN YOUR BLOG.

I DARE YOU OPEN IT OUT AND SHOW ME LA DON'T HIED THIS BEHIDE OF PEOPLE DE.

I'AM NOT LIKE YOU OK.

ME JUST DON'T WANNA TO CARE WHAT YOU HAD SAY.

ME NOT TRYING TO BE A BULLY IN BLOG OK.

I HAD REALLY GOT TO SAY THIS ONEC AND FOR ALL.

IF YOU ARE JEALOUS OF MY BREAST AND KEEP SAYING MY BREAST WELL YOU CAN JUST GO ON AND SAY ME NOT GOING TO GIVE A DAM OF IT.

AM BLESS WITH ALL THE THIS I HAD.

I HAD A LOT OF NICE THIS THAT MAKE YOU JEALOUS THAT I'AM VERY SORRY.

BECAUSE

1. I THINK YOU DON'T HAVE NICE BREAST LIKE ME.

MY REALY TO YOU:

( SO WHAT I HAVE BIG BREAST I'AM HAPPY WITH IT AND BY THE WAY GUYS LIKE BIG BREAST AND WHEN YOU HAVE BABY, THEY DO NEED BREAST TOO FOR THEIR FOOD. )

AND [有胸你女人才是感到骄傲的.]

2. YOU DON'T HAVE ANY GUY WHICH YOU KNOW IN TP.

MY REALY TO YOU:

( GO MAKE MORE FRIENDS THERE LA.)

3. YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BOYFRIEND BEFORE IN TP BUT I HAVE.

MY REALY TO YOU:

( "GO MAKE MORE FRIENDS LIKE {GUYS} THERE LA

TP GOT ALOT OF HANDSOME GUYS DE BUT DON'T GO FIND MY KOR OR MY FRIENDS THERE LOR. BECAUSE THEY WONT LIKE YOU AND TP GUY LIKE GIRL WHO HAVE BREAST DE. OH YA DON'T GO FIND MY STEAD TOO LA BECAUSE HE ONLY LOVE ME AND MY EX TOO LA HAHA :p . AND I TEACH TO SOMETIHNG LA DON'T SAY I BAD LOR NEVER TELL YOU MAKE YOU CANNOT MAKE FRIENDS WITH GUY THERE. GO WEAR A MINI QUN WALK AROUND THE SCHOOL STAND OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL GATE AND SEE WHICH GUY WANNA YOU LA OR YOU CAN ER SEE WHICH GUY YOU LIKE AND YOU CAN GO GET THEIR NUMBER FROM THEM LOR HAHA. SO NO NEED TO PLAT AROUND WITH ALL THOSE BOY IN OUR CALSS DE AND HAI THEM CANNOT STUDY LA OK :) .")

4. KEEP SAYING A HAVE A FUCKING FACE BUT I DON'T HAVE

MY REALY TO YOU:

(I CAN TELL YOU THAT MY FACE LOOK MORE MEI THAT YOU AND I DON'T NEED ANY MAKE UP OR WHAT I'AM ALWAYS THE BEST.)

ER DON'T TOO JEALOUS OF ME LA.

YOU ALSO CAN GO AND HAVE BIG BREAST LIKE ME DE.

BUT MAYBE NOT THE TIME YET BA OR MAYBE YOU ARE FOREVER LIKE THIS DE BA.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING.

没有一个人是十全十美的.

I'am bless and you too.

TO ME NOBODY CAN JUDG ME PLUS YOU TOO.

Don't need to keep saying me de.

I'am not the biggers BREAST but i'am happy with what i have now.

I don't like to judg people look or whatever de like you keep saying me have big BREAST i show it to you (I'AM NOT)

SEE

They all more big that me ok.

This is a real BIG BREAST OK.

But i think now your BREAST IS ONLY LIKE THIS ONLY BA.

SEE IS IZ LIKE TIHS.

BUT I THINK SMALLER THAT HER DE BA HAHA.

OPSS SORRY.

BUT NEVER MIND DE I CAN TEACH YOU HOW TO MAKE YOUR BREAST MORE BIG THAT MY DE OK.

1. YOU CAN PUT ON BAR LIKE THIS DE.

Oh ya i mean not the small size de la i mean the top one the big one ok so that your BREAST will look big that my.

2. PAPAYA MILK.

By: Jess N Sep 3, 2007
This is a wonderful sweet drink for that perfect comfort food. I delicious cool drink for summer.
SERVES 2 (change servings and units)
Change to: Servings US Metric

Ingredients
1 medium ripe papaya (roughly 1 lb.)
1 cup evaporated milk
3 ounces sweetened condensed milk
1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
2 cups finely crushed ice

must drink la ok i take a lot of time to find de.

or you can be like her also go see doctor make your breast like this also la.

And i tihnk your boyfriend will love you more de ba.

...I hate my class...

2009-04-23T02:39:00.000-07:00

...I hate my class...

I HATE MY CLASS AND THIS SCHOOL.

I DON'T WANNA STUDY LE.

I HATE IT.

EVERYTHING.

SHOOL, AND ALL THOSE FRIENDS.

THIS SCHOOL SUX.

...Being boring look for some nice pic...

2009-04-18T03:22:00.001-07:00

...I dun wanna to FACE ALL THIS ANYMORE LE...

2009-04-17T11:33:00.000-07:00

...I dun wanna to FACE ALL THIS ANYMORE LE...

I Hate SCHOOL.

I HATE MY CALSSMATE AND OTHER PEOPLE FROM MY SCOOL.

I HATE TO FACE ALL THOSE PEOPLE IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL ALL THOSE BULLY, HRUT AND MANY OTHER MORE.

GOU LE.

YOU THIS BITCH YOU THINK YOU WHAT BIG LA.

FUCK OFF FROM OUR CLASS LA.

YOU GOT NO RIGHT TO VIEW MY BLOG AND KEEP SAYIGN OTHER PEOPLE LIKE ME.

YOU ARE SO DAM CHILDISH LA YOU.

DID SO MANY THING BEHIED OTHER PEOPLE AND TAKE OTHER PEOPLE FRIEND AWAYS.

YOU SHOULD A BITCH.

AND YOU ARE SO JEALOUS I HAVE FRIENDS, NICE BOYFRIEND, NICE BODY WHICH YOU DON'T HAVE DE.

HEY LET ME TELL YOU LA HMMM.

IF YOU ARE SO JEALOUS OF MY (BREAST) THAR IS WHY YOU KEEP SAYING MY (BREAST) SO BIG OR WHATEVER I NOT GOING TO CARE.

I REALLY HATE ALL THIS BITCH IN MY SCHOOL SO MUCH.

I HATE TO GO HOME.

I HATE FACE ALL OF THIS.

I FEEL SO FAN.

I KONG XU IT IS SO DAM TRIED OF ALL THIS.

I HATE STUDY.

NOT I DUN WANNA STUDY.

IS I HATE MY CLASS ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME HATE TO STAY IN CLASS MAKE ME HAVE TO SKIP CLASS AND SCHOOL AND MANY MORE.

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LEAVE ME BY MYSELF.

LET ME BE.

ALL OF YOU GOT NO RIGHT TO SAY ME OR JUDG ME.

ONLY GOD.

GOD MAKE ME LIKE THIS.

SO WHAT CAN YOU DO.

WHY WHY I HAVE TO FACE ALL THIS THING.

I'AM JUST A GIRL WHO IS VERY PING DAN DE ZAI GUO WO ZHI ZI DE SHEN HUO WHY CAN'T I HAVE PING FAN YI DIAN DE RI ZI TO BE HAPPY AND LOVE BY OTHERS.

I DUN NEED LIKE YOU THIS KIND OF PERSON TO SAY ANY OR JUDG ME ANY THING.

(YOU GOT NO RIGHT.)

I KNOW I'AM WELL BLESS BY GOD.

BECAUSE I BELIEVE I HAVE A NICE HOME, NICE FAMILY, (NICE BOYFRIEND), NICE FRIEND LIKE KENN, JUN, HUI LUAN, JU HUI, LI EN, YANAI, WEN JUN, WEN JIN, JUN LOONG, WEI LIANG, ANGELINE, YONG EN, HUI YI AND MAYBE MANY OTHER MORE WHICH I NEVER SAY IT OUT AND MANY OTHER MORE MORE BLESSING WHICH I HAVE I SHUOLD BE HAPPY.

ME JUST A GRIL WHO IS SO INNOCENT.

JUST WISH TO HAVE FRIENDS WHO I CAN BELIEVE IN REALY WHO CAN I PUT EVERY THING TO THAT FRIEND WHICH I REALLY CAN LET ME BELIEVE AND CARE FOR ME DE.

NOT I DUN WANNA STUDY.

I WANNA BUT I'AM JUST TO TRIED OF FACE ALL THIS THING.

…To My Dear Dear…

2009-04-08T04:25:00.000-07:00

…To My Dear Dear…

Some times I ‘am think that do I really love you?
Do I really love you deep in my heart?
Will I stay will you till we get old?
Will I leave you one day?
Will we last long?
I ’am think this every day and night do I did my best to love you?
Know how you feel in your heart when you are sad?
I Miss all the time that we have together.
I ‘am so happy to have you to stay by my side when I ‘am happy, sad, angry or even sick.
Some of the day I don’t really very happy.
Because of all the fighting with you that make each other not happy.
I hope you will just stay with me till the end of your life.
Hope to last long with you.
LOVE you.
Care for you more.
Give more time to you.
I know that you and I always have no time for each other.
To me I only can just MISSING you every day.
But you I do not know how you feel.
Do you miss me?
Do you love me?
I don’t know.
But I do MISS all the day with you when I spend time with.
And I still remember one day you came in to the room and hug me very hard like don’t wan to let me go off from your hug like this.
I still remember you tell me that (Don’t Leave You.)
I ask you if I came back to you what will you do.
You say that (I will hug u.. Tell u that I miss you totally.. I won’t wan to let go of my hug)
That is what you told me.
And I really Miss your HUG a lot.
Like when I fall a sick you just hug me and don’t let me to get cold.
I feel so touch and happy when you wei wo chi yao de shi hou I feel so happy that you will care for me when I ‘am sick like this.
I do really hope we can stay like this forever so happy, lovely, care each other more can?
You are my love ones too.
I wan to share my love, my care and every thing to you and make you happy Xin fu also.
Stay with me till forever.
Don’t say you can give me any promise me okay.
And always remember that I love you and I will always stay by your side forever.

Sing by You and Me Time and Date

Amanda

08/04/09

...亲亲家族...

2009-04-03T22:26:00.000-07:00

...爱太多真的很痛...

2009-03-31T06:17:00.000-07:00

...爱太多真的很痛...

I dun know wat to do with love again .

should i give up or not?

i dun know?

should i love him more or not?

i dun know?

should i leave him or not?

i dun know?

should i give him more time?

i dun know?

should i wait for him or not?

i dun know?

i'am tried.

is iz really wat teacher say is right?

i'am so worry now.

i'am scare that me and him will just go on like this.

i'am tried.

i need him.

i dun wanna to lost him.

i wanna to hug him hard and dun let him go.

i wanna to love him more.

i wanna him to love me more.

i wanna him to love me more.

i wanna him to care for me more.

i wanna him to pei me more.

i wanna him to worry for me more.

i wanna him to think for me more.

i wanna him.

i dun wanna him to treat me like this right now.

i wanna him to know how much i think for him.

but i dun think he can feel it.

i wanna him to accept me.

accpet my love.

just fang xin de hao hao de ai wo.

also cannot ma?

i wanna him.

dun leave me.

care for me.

love me.

dun hurt me.

:(

...Teardrops On My Guitar...

2009-03-22T03:04:00.001-07:00

...Teardrops On My Guitar...
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz It's so damn funny***** That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night CHORUS He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and kAnow she's lucky cause REPEAT CHORUS So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into... Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

...Sian lor tomorrow school reopen le I WANNA RESR MORE SIA...

2009-03-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

...Sian lor tomorrow school reopen le I WANNA RESR MORE SIA...

Sian lor school hoilday only have 9 days for me to rest ZZZ.

I did don't have much good rest sia ZZZ.

And face so stupid in school lor.

I'am tired for all this thing happening to me lor.

I really don't wanna to face it le.

I'am tired of every thing in school.

I Wanna to give up on everything in school.

I don't wanna to face my exam.

I don't wanna to study.

I don't like this class.

I don't like this school.

I hate all the people there.

I hate all the tecaher there.

I HATE IT ALL.

I REALLY WANNA TO REST.

I WANNA TO HAVE MORE TIME FOR MYSELF TO THINK WHAT I WANNA TO DO.

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

I'AM TIRED AND SICK OF IT.

I DON'T WANNA TO FACE ALL THE BOOKS, FRIENDS, EXAM AND TEACHER IN THIS SCHOOL.

I'AM TIRED REALLY.

I WANNA TO GIVE UP.

I WANNA GIVE UP MY STUDY.

I WANNA TO DO MY THIS.

I WANNA TO SING.

I WANNA TO LEARN MUSIC.

I WANNA TO LEARN DRUM.

I HATE STUDY:(.

...我好想你...

2009-03-15T00:57:00.000-07:00

...我好想你...

下雨天了怎么办我真的好想你

我不敢打给你因为我怕找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景做你的代替

陪我听雨滴

每一次的期待让人越来越沉迷

谁会和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会什么叫爱和

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪的感觉真的好累

一个人好累好累好难过

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我才能让你更想念

雨要多大

天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴我对你的爱

其实没有我你也分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

你不要别说你会难过

也别说你会想要改变

被爱的人不用道歉.

期待真的让我越来越疲惫

谁会真的和我一样

等不到他的谁

当我爱上你我总在学会

寂寞和爱情的滋味

一个人撑伞的时后,一个人擦泪的时后你会明白我的痛吗?

一个人真的好累不想在去想了.

要有怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我才能让你更想念着我做的一切呢?

雨要多大你才会知道我在为你而哭呢?

天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴多一点

其实没有我你也分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

请别对说你会难过

也别说我说你会真的想改变你自己.

被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎么样的我能让你更想念才会让你知道我为你负出的爱和痛你才会真的明白

雨真的要多大你才会知道我的心在为你而流着血呢.

天要多黑才能够有你的体贴和爱多一点呢.

其实没有我你也会分不清那些

别说你会难过真的不用

也别对我说你真的可以想去改变

被爱的人不用道歉.

真的不用的了.

因为我被你伤的很生.

...我真的错了...

2009-03-09T05:14:00.000-07:00

...我真的错了...

对不起我错了.

这是我作的选择我在也没办发在回头了.

心淡化了哭也哭够了.

今天老帅问了问我着么了?

为什么你的功课完全退步了呢?

我很不想回答她.

我以之哭以之哭得不停.

她越问我, 我越哭得没完没了.

我很不想在读书了.

我很累很想放气一切我有的.

我真的知想要一个人好好的想我要的是什么.

我真的不知道在我脑海里想要做什么, 想要的是什么.

我真的不了解我的心和我的脑在想的是什么还是要的是什么.

我要疯了啦.

我很烦恼没有人会提会的到的.

我好想要一个肩膀很让我衣靠着的.

可以让我在他肩膀上哭的.

但在我的身边没有一个人可以让我着样的衣靠着的.

够了我累了.

什么都不想在去管了.

连我爱的人都不知道我發生了什么是.

他都不管我的感觉.

我真的很难过.

真的.

好累.

好想就这样的到下去.

永远不要在起来面对一切的伤痛.

我心中的疤痕永远都不会在付和起来的了.

永远都不会了.

...Me and my Dear Dear 2moth ann is coming le so happy...

2009-03-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

...Me and my Dear Dear 2moth ann is coming le so happy...

Dear Dear i'am so happy that we are together.

It has be a quite hard time for the both of us.

But i dun scare that this will happen again because i believe that we can last long.

I really hope to last long with you.

It going to be 2moth for us le.

I'am really very happy.

When i think of my pass ex we can't even last long till half a moth.

But what i'am very happy was that we can really last long till it going to be 2moth le.

i really very happy.

But i know sometimes you keep saying that i'am a silly girl.

I do not know why you keep saying that but if i will know is that you keep telling me that don't love you so much.

Because you scare that you will hurt me more.

But i'am not scare.

Because i really love you and wan to help you, care for you and give to you what i can give.

I really hope that we can really last long Dear.

I will be always staying by your side de.

Because I LoVe You

...Don't tell me you are sorry coz you are not...

2009-03-07T04:39:00.000-08:00

...Don't tell me your are sorry coz you are not...

Don't tell me you are sorry coz you not.

Because is all this is really not you are in the wrong.

Even me myself also got worry.

And him also ZZZ.

I really don't know what to say le.

I really give up every thing le.

My LoVe

My Friend My (MYT)

The guy who i love in school de.

My best friend in pr school for 10years de.

I really lost her.

Till i can't even know what is she trying to do now.

As for my (MYT)

I Lost her even.

I don't even know who is she to me le?

We lost our trust with each other.

We are not like last time any more le.

I don't know you and you also don't know me le.

No Trust

No Hope le.

Nothing really.

I lost my happy friend Kei.

But i hope he will be fine.

I lost my Stead too.

He don't know how i feel.

I really love him.

I really wan to change myself to a better me.

But why can't he change for me also y i really don't know why.

Dear PLS i really love you don't treat me like this can?

I tell you befor le i will not be like your ex girlfriend treat you like this de really.

I really LoVe you and i willing to change mysel just for you really.

Dear Just really for me can?

Try to let us be happy together can ma?

Let me Save you.

Let me Change for mind for you.

You are not that selfish de really.

You Are not really.

PLS believe me can?

I really wan to help you.

...I REALLY HOPE EVERY THING WILL BE OVER...

2009-03-07T00:52:00.000-08:00

...I REALLY HOPE EVERY THING WILL BE OVER...

What i wan now is to get back what i had lost.

Dear GOD PLS let the BOTH of us to get back.

Let all this STUPID thing over for us pls.

LET us GET BACK

GAL pls save me and BRING ME BACK.

i really feel more hurt and sad without you by myside hope this will be over for us

STOP IT

IT REALLY VERY HURTFUL FOR THE BOTH OF US TO BE LIKR THIS I FEEL FUCKING SAD, HEART PAIN AND SAD.

IS NOT I DON'T TRUST YOU IS JUST THAT YOU REALLY MIND SO MUCH TO ME I GIVE YOU ALL MY BELIEVE

AND YET I HAD TOLD YOU THAT I DON'T TRUST YOU.

BUT I REALLY TRUST YOU SO MUCH REALLY EVEN NOW.

WHAT I HAD SAY THAT TIME I WAS JUST TO SAD AND HURT BY HIM.

I WAN GVIE UP ON HIM. REALLY

I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.

HE DON'T REALLY LOVE ME OK

WHAT ME AND HIM ARE NOW IS NOT LOVE TO ME AND HIM.

HE HURT ME.

I HATE HIM.

YOU MEAN TO ME.

HE MEAN TO ME TOO.

I LOVE YOU.

AND I LOVE HIM ALSO.

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE DID ALL THAT TO HURT ME.

HE LOVE HIM EX NOT ME.

HE DON'T CARE FOR ME EVEN.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH PIAN WHEN I WITH HIM.

EVEN HE HIMSELF ALSO DON'T KNOW.

I HATE HIM.

I CAN'T GET ANYTHING FROM HIM.

LOVE

CARE

EVERYTHING

HE JUST DON'T LOVE ME.

ALL FROM THE START HE TREAT ME LIKE THIS.

I DON'T EVEN WAN YOU TO KNOW BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT I NEED HIM AT THAT TIME MORE THAT YOU.

I MORE NEED IS YOU NOT HIM.

I HAD BEING CRYING BECAUSE OF THIS.

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I CAN TELL TO.

NOW U KEEP ASKING ME TO LET YOU GO.

NO I WON'T

IF I LET YOU GO.

IS LIKE I KILLING MY SELF.

I REALLY HOPE YOU CAN TAKE ME ALWAY FROM HIM.

I'AM SCARE.

REALLY.

HE DON'T EVEN ZAI HU WO IN HIS HEART WAN HE THINK THAT HE IS BEING HURT BY HIS EX.

HE MISS HIS EX NOT ME.

...I Give Up...

2009-03-07T00:41:00.000-08:00

...I Give Up...

I wan to give up all this STUPID thing.

What i wan is my friend not you le.

I don't wan you le.

I wan my friend.

STOP

pls let every thing STOP.

I WAN MY FRIEND.

REALLY

I DON'T WAN YOU LE.

I GIVE UP

REALLY

SHE IS MORE ZHONG YAO THAT YOU.

I DON'T FEEL HAPPY WHEN SHE IS NOT WITH ME.

EVERY THING WILL FEEL WERID WHEN SHE IS NOT HERE FOR ME.

EVERY THING IS WERID WITHOUT HER.

I DON'TWAN LOVE ANYMORE.

I WAN ONLY HER.

IS MEAN EVERY TO ME IN LIFE.

I DON'T WAN TO LEAVE HER ALONE LE.

REALLY

...下一站天后...

2009-03-06T23:20:00.000-08:00

...下一站天后...

站在大雨前细心看看我的路再下个车站到天后当然最好但华丽的星途途中一旦畏高背後会否还有他拥抱在百德新街的爱侣面上有种顾昐自豪在台上任我唱未必风光更好人气不过肥皂泡即使有天开个唱谁要又唱他不可到现场仍然仿似白活一场不恋爱教我怎样唱几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强太前如何发亮难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱白日梦飞翔永不太远太抽象最後变天后变新娘都是理想在时代的广场谁都总会有奖我没有歌迷有他景仰在百德新街的爱侣面上有种顾昐自豪在台上任我唱未必风光更好人气不过肥皂泡 ha.. 即使有天开个唱谁要又唱他不可到现场仍然仿似白活一场不恋爱教我怎样唱几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强台前如何发亮难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强太前如何发亮难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱其实心里最大理想跟他归家为他唱

...爱太痛...

2009-03-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

...爱太痛...

吃不能吃睡不能睡没有了你全都不对我都学不会把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑哭不敢哭人不像人鬼不像鬼朋友都说这不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍我不能够不能够不爱了我不能睡能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我不能够不能够不爱了

...最熟悉的陌生人...

2009-03-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

...最熟悉的陌生人...

还记得吗窗外那被月光染亮的海洋你还记得吗是爱让彼此把夜点亮为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖曾经朗朗星空渐渐阴霾心碎离开转身回到最初荒凉里等待为了寂寞是否找个人填心中空白我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折各自悲哀只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了却回不了神如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦心碎离开转身回到最初荒凉里等待为了寂寞是否找个人填心中空白我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折各自悲哀只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了却回不了神如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

...I Miss all the Time with you...

2009-03-06T22:06:00.000-08:00

...I Miss all the Time with you...

I Hope that every thing will come as what we are like last time

...我亲爱的幼稚干女儿鬼我真的很对不起...

2009-03-06T20:51:00.000-08:00

...我亲爱的幼稚干女儿鬼我真的很对不起...

幼稚鬼

真的很对不起.

一切都是我不对.

我太自巳了.

我明明知道我不可以着样子做.

我伤害了你.

我也伤害了我自己.

我都不知道.

为什么我谁都不在相信了.

连我自己也不相信我自巳.

我的痛,

没有人会懂.

连你也是.

我不想在伤害

我身边的人.

我真的希望一前的我们会在回道那样.

谁都不要任是.

可爱,

扬挺,

都不要.

我只要你.

着样我们才不会变趁着个样子.

我希望你会明白.

我很想放气我的爱情.

对我来说真的很累很累.

我不想因为爱情把我的友情变趁着样.

我的心真的很痛.

不知道要着样做才可以完回我失去的一切.

我真的很难过.

连我的男朋友都不懂我要的是什么.

我不想失去你还他.

因为只有你们才会了解我.

END

...Dear thanks for your every thing that you gave me...

2009-03-04T23:15:00.000-08:00

...Dear thanks for your every thing that you gave me...

Dear i really feel so happy to have you. thanks for the time that you did try to call me wake up for school. and that is the first time you call me to wake up to school. i 'am really feel so happy.

...我真的不知道我要的是什么我感道好烦...

2009-02-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

...我真的不知道我要的是什么我感道好烦...

这几天我想了好多东西真的想让我自己死了就什么是都不用去管了.

我累了. 真的.

这几天我哭了好久.

睡了起来哭了.

睡后也哭了.

作天上课之前我大哭了一场.

我好难过.

我也不想要我身边的人来和我说话.

朋友问我着么了?

为什么你在哭?

我不感和她我發生了什么是.

这次的伤害把我伤的好生好痛.

我真的不想在想了.

我的心死了.

看着我在笑.

其实我的心在流着好多好多的血.

我真的不要让我的宝贝女儿担心着我.

我的心情你也不会知道的那种痛.

我之可以哭.

睡前哭.

起来了也哭.

哭得我的眼都又红又痛.

我要问我發生了什么.

宝贝干女儿,

谢谢你.

这几个月如果没你来安慰着我给了我打气要我加油的话.

我真的不知道我会着样了.

这个伤害会永远留在我的心里不想在想了.

我不会再相信人了.

我不会了.

我什么都没了.

没了!!!

在也不会回来的开心, 幸福都没了.

被挥了一身的幸福.

没了!

真的, 什么都没了.

我之可以每天哭着做每件是.

我变了.

是他让我明白了结果.

他让我难过.

让我为他哭的.

泪干了.

哭过了.

还是之可以哭.

做每件事情都没有心想去做我想要做的事.

没有了理想.

没有了开心.

没有我想要做的事.

之想发呆.

哪里都不想去处了死.

可以让我时间停下来吗?

让我好好的度过着难关.

让我不要在想了.

够了!

请停下来好吗?

我真的好想哭噢.

好想身边有个让我可一哭的人.

请抱着我不要让我在哭了好吗?

陪我让我开心.

不会感道难过.

不会让我哭.

不会让我累的人.

请帮我,

不要让我哭.

让我用笑容来面对这个恶梦.

让恶梦离开我好吗?

我好害怕一个人来面对着个恶梦.

我累了.

我死了.

我没心了.

我哭够了.

在面对着恶梦.

只有恶梦在陪我度过难关.

只有宝贝干女儿在为我打气.

只有着一点一滴在把我给打掉了.

我掉了.

我要走了.

带我走.

让恶梦带我走.

不要管我.

我会在一次回来的.

...To My Dear Dear...

2009-02-15T19:41:00.000-08:00

...To My Dear Dear...

Some times i'am think am i being to love you?

Do i really love you deep in my heart?

Will i betary you?

Will i Leave you one day?

Will we last long?

I'am think this few days that do i really love you, care about you?

Know how you feel in your heart?

I Miss the time when you are with me like ytd.

I'am so happy to have you to stay by my side when i'am sad.

this few week i don't feel really happy because of something that make me feel so down de.

I just can't think about it.

i feel so heart pain, sad and feel like crying.

But i can't let you know about this.

I Hope you will stay with me til the end.

Hope to last long with you.

Will not betary you.

LoVe you.

Care more for you.

Give my time to you.

I know that i bad because i got no time for you to pei you also.

But i really wan to find time for you.

We are both busy on each other things.

MiSsiNg each other every day.

Hope to have time for each other.

But i'am just feel so sorry that i can't even really find time for you.

I do feel happy when we go out with each other ytd.

Having Fun with you.

Walking around in Bugis.

Going for some shopping.

Buying the same thing with you.

Eating same food with you.

I just can't take it of my mind.

I miss the time.

I really wan you to pormise me that,

You won't leave me.

...I will miss all of you de...

2009-02-14T05:35:00.000-08:00

...I Miss Chingay haha...

2009-02-14T05:33:00.001-08:00

...I Miss Chingay haha...

...I'am so usless I had LOST every thing in my life...

2009-02-14T04:37:00.000-08:00

...I'am so usless I had LOST every thing in my life...

I'am so usless I had LOST every thing in my life!!!

My Life.

My Smile.

My Xing fu.

My Every thing.

I Lost my love.

I Lost my Way of leaving.

I Lost myself.

I Hate myself more now.

I feel so usless.

I feel so hopeless.

I So BITCH.

I JUST HATE IT.

I HATE MY LIFE.

I WAN TO LEAVE THIS PLACE.

I DUN WAN TO STAY HERE ANYMORE.

I HATE IT, I JUST HATE EVERY THING.

I MY = TO SUX.

LIFE SUX.

GO SCH LIKE LIKE = TO NOT IN SCH.

GOT FRIEND IN SCH = TO NO FRIEND.

I'AM ALWAYS ALONE.

I HATE MYSELF.

I HATE MY LIFE.

I HATE THEM.

I DUN WAN TO BE IN SCH.

I HATE SCH.

EVEN TEACHER ALSO NO USE.

I HATE THEM.

I HATE EVERY BODY IN SCH.

I JUST HATE THEM.

I GO SCH STUDY = TO NEVER STUDY.

I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT ARE THEY THE TEACHER TEACHING ALL ABOUT.

NO BODY HELP ME IN STUDYS.

I HATE STUDY.

I GOT FAMILY = TO NO FAMILY.

THEY DUN EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.

THEY DUN KNOW WHAT I WAN.

I GOPT WORK = TO NO WORK.

I HATE MA PI JIN.

I HATE THEM TO BE SO KPO.

I HATE THEM KEEP TALKING ABOUT OTHER THIS WHEN I'AM WORKING AND FAN ME.

I GOT MONEY = TO NO MONEY.

WHAT I GIVE I CAN'T GET IT BACK.

LOST MY MONEY TO ALL THE STUPID THIS.

GOT MOON = TO NO MOOD.

I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING NOW.

JUST FEEL LIKE END EVERY THING IN MY LIFE.

I SMILING = TO NOT SMILING.

I LOST MY SMILE.

EVEN IF NOW YOU SEE ME LIKE VERY HAPPY OR VERY JOYFUL I'AM NOT.

NO IS WRONG IS THE WAY THAT YOU THINK THAT I SMILEING.

I'AM HAPPY = TO NOT HAPPY

BY SEEING ME PLAYING AROUND LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN TO ME LIKE THAT.

NO I'AM NOT I'AM JUST ACTING TO BE HAPPY ONLY.

BUT MY HEART IS ALWAYS SAD AND HURT.

I FEEL SO HURT.

I DUN FEEL SAVE.

I DUN FEEL LOVE BY PEOPLE.

I FEEL THAT EVERY BODY HATE ME.

I CAN'T FEEL ANY CARE FROM PEOPLE.

LIFE SUX.

END

...LoVe Really HURT...

2009-02-04T18:44:00.000-08:00

...LoVe Really HURT...

If one day LoVe will come to me again.

I will not wan to HURT myself again anymore.

That Do REALLY sad to let the pass happen it again to me.

我累了.

我死了.

我不在想避开了.

我懂了.

我不会在回来了.

心冻结了.

不想活了.

就当做我什么都没了.

爱情,友情和亲情.

都没了.

友情离开了我.

什么都没了.

...我的心真的被伤害了, 我的心真的好痛哦, 我真的想死, 他对我来说真的重要...

2009-01-17T22:09:00.001-08:00

...我的心真的被伤害了, 我的心真的好痛哦, 我真的想死, 他对我来说真的重要...

我的心被你给伤害了.

我真的不知道我要做什么才可以让你开心的离开我.

我只好放气我和你点滴滴.

只我让我微笑的离开你的身边.

我的眼泪会一天一天的为你而哭道干的.

其实我早就知道你喜欢上她了.

就当做我不知道而以.

因为我也不想伤害你们的感情.

我想了好多.
也为了你哭了好多.
但是你知道吗.
不你也不知道.
因为你从来没不在乎我.

我被你伤的好痛好痛.
但是你知道吗.
不你也不知道.
因为你知道你不想伤害她.

我为你滴了那么多的泪.
但是你知道吗.
不你也不知道.
因为你只是不要她哭因为我还你们变成这样子的.

我累了.
我倦了.
我哭了.
我死了.
我放气了.
我在也不会相信我身边的没一个人了.
我不在想你了.
我让你走了.
我让你离开我了.
怎么了.
我累了.
说好的幸福呢.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦远了.
我不等了.
我错了.
泪干了.
放手了.
后悔了.

你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
我用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回話凌亂著
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

爱你的那一个，伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个然后等待著下一个

最后哪一个让你最舍不得

感谢不能让别人来说

你给过我的　她们是做不到的

那时候的幸福是真的　虽然过去了

我们也都经历了

释怀教育著仇恨　和平劝著天下人

故事发生便住下了　不管好的坏的

你让我成长了　就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个　伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个　然后等待著下一个

一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个　伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个　然后等待著下一个

别太多过客祝你早日快乐

离开时别忘了　看看眼前的人

流泪记住了　还是微笑祝福著

静止了.所有的花开.

遥远了.清晰了爱.

情侣们.爱却更喜欢.

那时候.我不懂.这场爱.

你喜欢.站在那窗台.

你好久.都没再来.

彩色的.世界染上空白.

是你流的泪晕开.

不要你离开.距离隔不开.

思念变成海.在窗外进不来.

原谅说太快.爱成了阻碍.

手中的风筝放太快回不来.

不要你离开.泪已化不开.

经历的阻碍.我在等待重来.

天空仍灿烂.她爱着大海.

情歌被打败.爱已不存在.

你喜欢.站在那窗台.

你好久.都没再来.

彩色的.世界染上空白.

是你流的泪晕开.

不要你离开.距离隔不开.

思念变成海.在窗外进不来.

原谅说太快.爱成了阻碍.

手中的风筝放太快回不来.

不要你离开.泪已化不开.

经历的阻碍.我在等待重来.

天空仍灿烂.她爱着大海.

情歌被打败.爱已不存在.

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说

别让我每个夜为你受折磨

是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

别让我因为你被回忆折磨

而空气凝结了我们的脸孔

我别无选择

就算我們之间有什么问题

依然想念着你

虽然被放弃

虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题

黑夜我还想着你

心碎人孤寂

虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说

当我说我要你从此好好过

是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我

赐给我你现在幸福的笑容

别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

请你做选择

很感激这城市拥挤的交通

让你我还能多相处几分钟

人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手

一刻不放松不放松

忍不住想要爱你的冲动

不确定你属于我会有点寂寞

你给的幸福在我心中自由走动

抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动

不确定我的执着能让你感动

我只能相信自己感受不怕失落

关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

我的心是被你设定的闹钟

提醒我想你的时间不够用

为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动

是你改变我你改变我

你是情人还是朋友

还没勇气想得太多

你的世界如此辽阔

我会在哪个角落

...生老病死是每个人都会走到的一天...

2009-01-08T04:30:00.000-08:00

人啦.

为什么要那么幼稚呢?

为什么要爱一个人那么辛苦呢?

我真好累了.

难道我真的不可喜欢吗?

我可以把你让给她吗?

我好想做不到.

我不想放气你哦.

但是我想了一夜了.

我会去慢慢的忘记你的.

我不想每次每一天的想你.

我会一次又一次伤害我自己.

我有时后在想如果有一天我死了.

他会记得我吗?

还是他会忘了我呢?

我死后他会幸福吗?

死

如果我的死可一让他幸福的话.

我真的会去让他们在一起吗?

我希望如果我真的死的话我会真的想做她的守护天使呢?

我会想在他的身边陪他抱护着他.

我不管他把我当我是什么.

我就想死掉的我在他的身后做他的影子.

我真的不知道我是因为什么才活的.

我也不知道我会着样的死?

...DON'T KEEP ASKING ME WHAT TYPE OF GUYS I LIKE LE LA OK ZZZ I WILL ONLY WILL PUT HERE ONES AND FOR ALL TO LET YOU KNOW...

2009-01-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

...DON'T KEEP ASKING ME WHAT TYPE OF GUYS I LIKE LE LA OK ZZZ I WILL ONLY WILL PUT HERE ONES AND FOR ALL TO LET YOU KNOW...

The type of guy i like must be about 170+ to 180+ tall that me de.

He must know how to play DRUM, GUITAR, SINGING, COOKING, PLAYING BKB AND MUST KNOW HOW TO STUDY DE.

HE NEED TO LOOK HANDSOME AND COOL WHEN HE IS PLAYING BKB.

He must not be FAT.

About 50 to 59 can le.

He have to be nice to his or my family.

Must love PETS also.

...幼稚鬼你真好自巳噢...

2009-01-05T02:48:00.001-08:00

...幼稚鬼你真好自巳噢...

你着幼稚鬼!

你不可以让我一个人在这世上.

我会迷路的,我的身命里会变的黑色的.

我不会在笑起来的.我不会在坚强起来的了.

我也不会在想活了.

我会也想死.

要不是你我不会开心不会害怕不会在不坚强了但如果没有了你我会害怕我也会不知道以后的路要这么样的过下去.

在我的身边的人会在也看不到我笑了.

其实我也有想过要死.

但因为有你我才会知道我要的是什么.

因为有你我才会变乖的.

如果你走了我难过的时后没人会来安慰我了.

如果你真的要走的话.

你也以定要带我走就当是我拜托你带我走把.我真的不想一个人的度过每一天了.

...Today school reopen day i still really not use to it lor ZZZ...

2009-01-02T07:17:00.000-08:00

Today school reopen i still really not use it lor ZZZ.

...My Heart is Break FoReVeR...

2008-12-29T02:36:00.000-08:00

...My Heart is Break FoReVeR...

I Hate My LIFE.

I Hate My SELF.

I Hate To Be Alone.

I Hate To Be In This House.

I Hate What I CAN'T GET.

I Hate To Be Care By Other People.

I Hate To Be A Live.

I Hate My Brother.

I Hate That I CAN'T Be A GOOD SISTER.

I Hate That I CAN'T Be A GOOD Nv - Er Also.

I Hate To Be What I'Am NOW.

I Hate To Have NOTHING.

I Hate My School.

I Hate All My School (BITCH).

I Hate To GET Qi Fu Be THEM.

I Hate (BITCH).

I Hate MY EX.

I HATE THAT PEOPLE TRYING TO TAKE ALL MY FRIENDS AWAY FROM ME.

I Hate People TRYING To Break Me And My Stead Up Again.

I Hate To LOST MY FRINDS.

I Hate To Have A Friend Like A Big Fat Liar.

I Hate Liar.

I Hate Guys To Hurt Me Again.

I Hate To Be THERE.

I Hate My WORK.

I Hate TO HAVE A HOUSE LIKE THIS.

I'AM SICK OF EVERY THING NOW.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE.

I HATE MY TEACHERS.

I HATE PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN ME.

I HATE PEOPLE WHO IS TRYING TO SABO ME.

I HATE EVERY THING NOW.

I HAVE NO MORE FEELINGS IN ANYTHING THAT I DO.

I'AM DIE.

I FEEL LIKE DIEING NOW.

I FEEL LIKE NOBODY LOVES ME.

NOBODY KNOW WHAT I WAN.

NOBODY THINKS FOR ME.

NOBODY CARE HOW I'AM FEELING.

EVERY BODY HATE ME.

EVEN I HATE MYSELF TOO.

MY HEART NOW NO MORE BITING.

MY HEART IS BREAK.

NOBODY KNOW HOW TO HELP ME.

NOBODY CARES.

NOBODY KNOWS.

I HATE EXAM.

I ONLY WAN FREEDOM.

I WAN TO BE HAPPY.

I WAN TO FORGET ALL THE PASS.

I WAN TO HAVE A GUY WHO RELLY LOVES ME DEEP IN HEART.

I WAN MY FAMILY TO BE HAPPY.

I WAN MY FRIENDS TO BE HAPPY.

I WAN THE GUY WHO I LOVE TO STAY HAPPY.

I ONLY WAN HIM TO BE WITH ME.

I HOPE I CAN STAY STRONG AGAIN.

I HOPE HE WILL BE MY.

I WAN HIM.

I MISS HIM.

I LOVE HIM.

I DUN WAN HIM TO LEAVE ME.

I HOPE TO STAY BY HIS SIDE.

I WAN HIM TO KNOW THAT I LOVE HIM.

I WAN HIM TO KNOW THAT I WILL BE WAITING FOR HIM.

I DON'T CARE WHO HE LIKES.

I JUST WAN HIM TO BE XIN FU.

I HOPE THAT GIRL HE LIKE HUI RANG TA KAI XIN YI BEI ZI.

BU HUI RANG TA NAN GUO YE BU HUI REANG TA KU.

WO ZHI XI WANG KAI DAO TA KAI XIN DE MIAN DUI WO.

I STILL SO HOPE THAT WHEN I LIKE HIM THAT TIME NOBODY WILL KNOW.

I SHOULD NOT BRING HIM TO THE BBQ.

I SHOULD NOT LET THEM MEET.

I SHOULD NOT LEAVE HIM THERE BY HIMSELF.

I SHOULD BRING HIM AWAY FROM HER.

I WAN HIM TO BE MY.

I DON'T WISH TO SEE HIM GET HURT BY HER.

WHY?

CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY LOVE IS SO SAD THING.

WHY CAN'T HE LOVE ME?

WHY HE CAN'T SEE ME INSIDE HIS HEART?

WHY HE LIKES HER?

WHAT SO GOOD ABOUT HER?

WHY?

WHY HE LIKE HER?

WHY?

CAN ANY BODY TELL ME?

NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL FOR HIM.

I HATE HER.

WHY EVERY TIME SHE WAN TO TAKE EVERY THING AWAY FROM ME?

WHY?

I DO REALLY LOVE HIM.

I HOPE SHE WILL NOT HURT HIM.

GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO BE WITH YOU AND TAKE CARE OF YOU.

I will just stand at his side to pei him.

WHEN HE SAD I HOPE I CAN HELP HIM AND PEI HIM.

WHY HE ONLY TREAT ME AS A MEI MEI?

I DON'T WAN TO BE HIS MEI.

I DON'T WAN TO GO ON LIKE THIS WITH HIM.

I WAN HIM TO STAY WITH ME.

I DON'T WAN TO LOST HIM.

I HAVE REALLY LOST HIS FRIEND WHICH I LIKE LAST TIME DE LE.

I DON'T WISH TO LOST YOU.

I REALLY HOPE YOU WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL FOR YOU.

我真的不想在做你的妹妹了.

我真的只想陪在你的身边陪你.

当你难过的时后, 我真的希望我可以陪着你让你开心.

...左边...

2008-12-14T00:39:00.000-08:00

...左边...

总是　忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪你才会给安慰

担心　短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴霾收回
　

等待　有机会最坏也最甜美我乐观却疲惫
　　　

因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里都装满伤悲
　

*你不曾发觉　你总是用右手　牵着我

但是　心却跳动在左边　你和我之间的遥远

永远隔着亲切　爱少的可怜

伸出右手　想陪着你　向前走

感受　你爱我的心跳　在左边
那么深深爱你的我　（相信你会了解） *

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后又急着说抱歉

仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对

结果有可能最美也最可悲我做好了准备

也许在自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回

repeat *

我一直相信总有一天

你会用左手牵着我走向明天

未来很遥远却会实现

心在同一边就能够听见

你说的那句我爱你

repeat *

你一定

看的见 ...

...请像这首歌一样的带我走可以吗?...

2008-12-14T00:22:00.000-08:00

...请像这首歌一样的带我走可以吗?...

请像这首歌一样的带我走可以吗

我每次我总一个人走

在交叉路口自己一个人生活

这次你却说带我走

某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

我在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走

到遥远的以后

带走我

我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不会怕带我走

每次我总独自远走

保持缄默不皱眉头

这次你却又说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

我在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走

到遥远的以后

带走我

一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

wo```

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨

wo~~

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中还打着脉搏

带我走

到遥远的以后

带走我

我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不会怕带我走

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

wo~~

带我走

...带我走...

2008-12-14T00:12:00.000-08:00

...带我走...

每次我总一个人走

交叉路口自己生活

这次你却说带我走

某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走

到遥远的以后

带走我
一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

每次我总独自远走

保持缄默不皱眉头

这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走

到遥远的以后

带走我

一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

wo```

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨

wo~~

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中还打着脉搏

带我走
到遥远的以后

带走我
一个人自转的寂寞

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

带我走

就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

wo~~

带我走

...我真的好累了...

2008-12-13T22:52:00.000-08:00

...我真的好累了...

这几个月来真的令我感道好难过, 好累我真的只b想倒下来噢.

我真的不知道要活来做什么呢? 工做的烦恼让我哭了起来.

我真的不想在哭了. 我只想要做好我要做的事而以.

我累了, 我哭了, 我在也开心不起来了.